Tuesday, November 4, 2008

I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray


There are two parts to me. One subsisting when I am by myself and the other when encompassing my social life. I am driven, motivated, and impelled to be something great when I'm by myself. I am induced by what I see and feel. I want to be something else then what I am. Outside this it is not that I do not want to be more but more that I get lost in what I already am. Sounds like something to be satisfied with yet I always regret things I do with even the highest confidence. So my ambition swings back and forth. I try to teach myself to stay on task. How can someone fear there own selves will lead them astray?
-S

11 comments:

Anonymous said...

interesting thought; i just started thinking about that and i kind of feel that way too sometimes. its just an odd feeling...

xoxo.
La C

ps - i love the name of your blog! its so true :)

RichCoral said...

i always feel the same way, i even hv thought of hving a tattoo to remind myself of what i wanna be :p

Karla said...

I like your blog missy!

Irene (capuccinobar) said...

I totally feel like you do. When I am alone is like I'm another person, but then with my friends I kinda "act".


x, lovely blog

roxanne said...

your words definitely ring true for me. love this blog.

erika sorocco said...

I love that picture.

Anonymous said...

omg if you are the girl of the tittle, you're sooo gorgeous! and your blog it's lovely!:)
kisses

eluv said...

i totally understand that, i feel like that too much of the time. i love the name of your blog :)

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franke said...

fashion.. and tegan & sara. i think i love you

IAMTHEANGELNEGRO said...

OMG!!!