I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray

There are two parts to me. One subsisting when I am by myself and the other when encompassing my social life. I am driven, motivated, and impelled to be something great when I'm by myself. I am induced by what I see and feel. I want to be something else then what I am. Outside this it is not that I do not want to be more but more that I get lost in what I already am. Sounds like something to be satisfied with yet I always regret things I do with even the highest confidence. So my ambition swings back and forth. I try to teach myself to stay on task. How can someone fear there own selves will lead them astray?

-S

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Jonathan Saunders SS 09 RTW

Super Bodies

You've got to admit..There's just something about that house hold name supermodel appeal that you don't seem to quite get these days. Along with my other 80's and 90's obsessions, old school beauty like Cindy on the cover of Playboy gets me wanting to die my hair brown and painting on a beauty spot. Never thought could Playboy looks so tastefull. I've got bit of a girl crush even if she is 40 something now.

-S